Today wasn't a good day. The holidays always seem to take my friends away from me and remind me of the simple family love/life that i don't have. I do much better on regular days...i really dislike holidays.
I tried to pre occupy myself today. Reading at the bookstore, window shopping at the mall..went and got ice cream at maggie moo's but found hair in it so my appetite for that was ruined!
In the end, I was forced to see the truth. That truth is that I am the only one here for me.
This is such a hard "truth" to swallow...
Hopefully tomorrow is a better day...I'll be grateful to have the chance to make it better I suppose.
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